Posted On 31 May 2019
A few years ago i had my far cry 4 time where i started to meditate just for fun. I was curious about it.
So I start to meditate to this brain repair binural beat that goes for many hours on YouTube. I struggled of course it was my first time.
Before I read on youtube that you can pull your tongue back and press it against the roof to connect to the third eye.
I started doing it and I had a hard time first because I have autism and ADHD. After a while tho I catched myself during a thought. I was thinking to myself:" damn dude, for how long am I doing this now?" I looked at the video and was 50 mins or so in. I did it! 50 minutes of silence as a beginner!
After a few hours of continuing my day I returned to bed. Now I lay into bed close my eyes and after 40 seconds or so I start to see bright hallucinations behind closed eyes. Mostly yellow is what I can remember. The chakra for power if i am not mistaken.
Now as the hallucinations passed by for a minute or so and I AGAIN did not think while this happened. There started a picture to open in the middle of the frame. From one frame to a few more I started to walk out of light hallucinations into a desert!🏜
I am like:" dude wtf is going on, where am I. Is this a dream?!" 🤔
I started to look arround and dealt with the situation. I saw a bunch of people walking in front of me. It all looked like a expedition. They were like pilgrims.
After the first seconds of the whole situation I started to think to myself:" mhhh, a little bit of green wouldn't be bad🙄" and then from one second to another I stood in a fucking tropical jungle! I saw frame to frame how it got created, dude I saw the fucking light comming off the dead sand forming into DNA and from DNA into green life🏞. While it was happening I could see a river from right next to me and could hear the tropical birds sing at the same time. This was the moment in my life where I questioned the entire existence of the universe 🤯🌌. The geometry off the desert was the same as the jungle tho.
While that happened and we talk about frames here ladies and gentlemen. I could imagine myself how shocked I was that my wish was executed in such perfection into such a sacred moment.
At this point I want to mention that my awareness is still with me since I played down into bed. I still knew what day it was how I was laying in bed and where my phone was next to me. This awareness goes on until I wake up btw throughout all of the visions. Now let me keep on going 🌄.
Now I was shocked of course because I never had power in my dreams. I am really since I was a child tortured and plagued by nightmares or unpleasant dreams.
How ever I go on with the people in front of me. I jump from one side of the river to the other. Knowing that with this little effort I should have dropped into the water. I was playing a little with it and jumping from one side to the other like a child Haha .
After some time we reached the end of the river that ended in a waterfall and a hang. I saw the entire world in front of me. There is no desert left. It is all green and full of life now. People start to get ready to climb down. Now we climb down and I see a woman fall down with a baby in her hand.:" nothing is going to happen, she will be fine." Is what I said. As i reached the ground the woman approached me and said it was like a wonder really. I fell into a tree in a way that did not hurt me and my child as well, incredible!
Then I saw a white flash of light filling my entire frame!⚡
Then I was in my classroom with people thinking what ever they say. I am not going to lose control. I'm going to stay calm. Somebody said something that I couldn't remember. I lost myself immediately!
It flashed again exactly as before! ⚡
Now I am just a perspective 👁 I see a man that looks like a freedom fighter a hero if you want in a cave like structure, a massive bath. It looks very cool. Like a piece of art from ancient masons. The man was laying in yellowish orange kind of water and it was warm I believe. Instead of water lilies arround the man I saw literally basket ball sized eyes arround the man looking up and winking too. While I saw this scenario I could hear Himalayan or Mongolian throat singing in the back! There was like a little gap in the wall where I could see out. It was somewhere in the mountains and It was bright outside. Now back to the man. The man was laying in there, I thought he was dead. But I dont mean it in a bad way. He looked like he died in peace, BUT after a while he slowly started to open his eyes and after that I could see a bright thick white beam of light shooting out of his forehead! Third eye 👁.
After that It flashed again! As before ⚡
Now shit gets truly weird. I had a teacher years ago that told me that there was a Masonic lodge next to our city. Which I could not believe because I was living my entire life arround and did not know it. Now this guy moves here from Berlin to this place and knew it out of nowhere? Smells fishy to me. I thought he was a Mason. He also believes in karma, used to smoke weed and stuff. He told us about Friday the 13th. That's to many connections if you ask me 🤨
After the flash I stand exactly in front of him. He asked:"and have you done what I told you to do?" I said" is it possible that I am dreaming?! 😨🤔" His reaction to this was just a shocked face 🤯! Exactly like there was someone or something hiding behind his mask and beeing aware of what was happening! After that he grabbed me by the back of the neck pushed me force fully against the wall. But I was not slamming against it but through it! It flashed again and I was in the next chapter! ⚡
Now I stand in front of a officer with a very mean face he had bad intentions towards me I could feel it. He said :"you will hand it out to me! You have to 😉" I disobeyed and started to run away. I was free running at a point and got chased by the police and a helicopter. To the point where I was jumping on a motorcycle. I was driving intuitively to a building site. Where I encountered corrupt policemen standing in a circle and Asian people behind them in cages! There was some sick stuff going on. I grabbed into the bag behind me and thought to myself that I will pull out the uzi and give em justice. So I did.
It flashed again for the last time ⚡.
Guess where I was. I was now in the position of the hero in the bath from before. I was laying there slowly opening my eyes and hearing this amazing throat singing again in the back. I felt ONE with the entire universe! I looked at the entrance that I did not have in the frame before. Right next to it there was a black fancy looking very cool marble board with a ancient golden language on it . I could not understand what it was meaning. Then I thought to myself.:" mhhh, now comes the third eye I guess. I looked up to the roof and felt it forcing out of my forehead. I saw a light tunnel that looked very cool and multidimensional felt the force going through and then I woke up FOR REAL! 👁👁👁👁👁👁
I woke up and told this entire story to my friend. He said he wouldn't have such crazy trips on any fucking drug!
I felt fresh I felt amazing. I had 3 hours of sleep but it felt like more than 10.
What the name of all things holy was that???? Astral projection? A lucid dream? A vision? And what does all of this mean in terms of occultism and symbolism?
Out of the dark I was going through the light. From the light I returned to the dark knowing the truth.👁
AT THIS POINT I WANT TO MENTION, I HAVE NOT TAKEN ANY DRUGS BEFORE THE TRIP. I JUST HAD FEW CUPS OF GREEN TEA THROUGH OUT THE DAY.
Thank you for reading friend. May god bless you 👁